Friday, October 22, 2010

still in hell

My beta finally came in at 3:30...not very good news. My beta is only at 27.9 so it definitely didn't double. And my progesterone actually dropped. And is now way too low.

The nurse said that things are still touch and go...could go either way...but to expect to bleed a lot this weekend and that it isn't really looking all that good.

My heart is literally broken...why does this all have to be so fucking hard?


  1. Damnit heather if I wasn't infertile I'd have this baby for you. No shit.

  2. I'm so sorry. I don't know what else to say because I know it won't help anyway, but I just want you to know you are in my thoughts and my heart.