sick

I feel positively sick right now. I'm hours away from POAS and I'm terrified. I plan to do it when The Coach gets home from his late practice (probably around 10:00) and I'm already shaking. I have moments where I just know I'm pregnant and then moments when I'm certain this didn't, and never will, work.

If you have any positive vibes, baby dust, prayers, thoughts, whatever to send our way, we'd really appreciate them. Beta blood draw is scheduled for 8:30 tomorrow morning. I should have the results of the blood work within the next 24 hours.