Thursday, October 28, 2010

already gone

My beta is already negative. The baby is already gone.

My nurse said my doctor will be calling me tomorrow to discuss this "pregnancy" with me and answer any questions I have. Which is a waste of time, if you ask me, because she will have no idea what happened. Except that I killed my baby and I'm not supposed to be a mom.


  1. I'm just seeing this now... I am so sorry. I know that nothing I say will make you feel any better, but know that my thoughts and prayers are with you... and that you did not do this, nor is this any indication of what type of mother you would be.

    I know that you know that, and that you're in a dark place right now, so take your time to grieve and then regroup the best you can and figure out how you move on from there as a couple. I wish there was more I could say that would help, but I know all I can say is that I'm so sorry. *hugs*

  2. Thinking of you, and I second everything Sunny said.