T-11 hours!

Stims for IVF #1 start TONIGHT!

I absolutely can not believe it. I can't believe the day is here. I can't believe we are here. And I can't believe we are about to do this! I'm super excited though, but I'm trying not to get my hopes up too high. I know and understand that there is a very good chance that this won't work. The thought of spending all of this money and putting myself through something like this and then thinking about it not working will send you spiraling back down to earth very quickly.

In my "preparation" for IVF, I spent 6 hours last night reading the blog of a good friend of mine. She went through two fresh cycles and two FETs and now has the most gorgeous little twin girls ever. It is nice to read what other people went through, what their IVF experience was like, yada yada yada. And, now that I'm awake (after I stayed up until almost 3am reading the blog) and done with that blog, I have another one in mind to occupy me today.

So.Excited!