Yes, I realize I've been MIA. And I'm sorry. I just haven't had the heart, the time or the means to update. You see, my in-laws were in town for 4 days and we were busy entertaining them. Work has been nuts. And the internet at home has been very sketchy lately. And I'm still hurting. A lot. I just have zero faith and quite a few battle scars.
Because of the fact that I'm currently on BCP, I have nothing to update cycle-wise. I can't believe I've only been on BCP for a week..it seems like forever. It just sucks so, so much to have the desire to cycle but not be able to. This world is so, so cruel.
Obviously I'm not doing so well. I'm so bitter. So upset. So disappointed. I wish I had something more cheery to post about....
...but I don't.