Even though The Coach and I got some good news at our RE appointment on Wednesday, I still continuously ask myself "What if..."...
What if I never get pregnant?
What if The Coach and I have to live the rest of our lives without being mommy and daddy?
What if I never get to hold a little baby, that is mine, in my arms and love it like crazy?
What if I never know or understand that level of love?
What if I'm just not meant to be a mom?
What if I'm never able to give The Coach the baby he wants so badly?
What if, what if, what if...