I'm feeling a ridiculous amount of stress today. I'm stressed about pretty much everything. I'm stressed about The Coach's season starting. I'm stressed about some issues at my job. I'm stressed about what our future holds and the choices we have to make. I'm stressed about the amount of money we've spent all of these fertility treatments and have nothing to show for it. I'm stressed about being sick. I'm not happy with a lot of things in my life right now (aside from the fertility issues) and that is causing me stress.
I feel like I can't function as a human being right now.
Yesterday, on an infertility message board I frequent, someone wrote that they feel like they aren't living life but rather they are just existing. That is exactly how I feel. Like I'm just here. But that's it.