I truly believe my heart has begun to accept the fact that we will never have children.
I've found that, surprisingly, I've thought less and less about having a family...less and less about being pregnant...less and less about infertility. I'm just so over it all. 3 years of my life...devoted to it and wasted. Sickening.
I've also been visiting the Infertility message board that I frequented for the past two years (and by frequented I mean spent a ridiculous amount of time there) less and less. I just have no interest in it any more. Everyone there is getting pregnant except for me. Again, sickening.
I guess this all happened in a very different way than I had imagined it would..I really never thought I'd accept my fate..I figured I'd have to force myself and end up pretending. But it appears that may not be the case...